Wow it's been awhile

Sorry for not posting so much, this month has been so random and crazy. I'm still figuring out where I'm going to be in a couple months.... Plus me and Connors one year was this month... I took a manila envelope and wrote in old fashion writing that we made it a year, and here's to another year! I also added that the letter in the bag will explain all the presents in full details. I burnt the edges of the manila envelope and rolled it up like a scroll. I then put a bow on it and stuck it in a empty bottle:



So there was about a dozen different random presents in the bag, and most were silly but I knew they would make him smile. I put a fire-starter to symbolize us going camping soon. I also added sun bathing lotion to symbolize going to Los Angeles together =] I found this really cute light house statue thing that reminded me of the one at Montauk Point on Long Island I've never been to that I want to go with Connor when we visit my family for the holidays<3 I added a oven mit in hopes of learning to cook together. Connor doesn't really know how to cook, so I hope to teach him the few things I know. Hmm lets see, what else was there... OH a giant foam hammer to "hammer out our problems" and a puzzle to "work together to reach a common goal." Some Tylenol for all the headaches we're going to cause each other, and a grab bag to show that life is full of surprises. There was a couple other things, but I can't remember much right now. The most fond memory of the day is not what I gave Connor, but what I received in return. I will not mention it cause it breaks my heart. So lets just say it was a day to remember.

The reason it's in the bathtub is cause Connor always goes and looks at himself in the bathroom when he first gets here... Why? I have no clue. lol

In case you missed my first show, my Stickam is officially going RETRO with my old days and times. So it's Mondays and Thursdays at 5PM PST.



I give out signs and take calls on my saynow etc etc.

But the chat is open 24/7 at:
http://www.stickam.com/gaygod

My two new necklaces are available at:
http://matthewlush.bigcartel.com




I also redesigned my whole Myspace layout, and now it's all trippy and I love it!

Me and Connor are modeling my two new tees here:



The links to buy them are:

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Lush-Limits-TShirt-206535.jsp

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Matthew-Lush-Heart-VNeck-TShirt-206525.jsp

oh would you look at that, small is sold out for LOVE SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY LIMITS!

Looks like if you didn't get it in time, they're gone. Sorry <3

everything's limited edition =P

woot woot

have a great day!!!

OH AND I FORGOT

Both my V-Neck and the LOVE SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY LIMITS tee is at Mall Of America. It was suppose to be only online, but I guess they're testing it there. The small sold out for the green one in one day. So they're extremely limited obviously.




(click to enlarge the heart to see it's a v-neck)

They should be at HotTopic.com any day now. I'll keep you all updated.

Male Chicks are being blended!

So I posted a new YouTube video about my response to finding out 200 million male chicks get put in a blender every year. HOW MESSED UP IS THAT!?!?

Go watch it now at:

http://www.youtube.com/gaygod




It disgusts me that the industry even flat out agreed that male chicks aren't worth sh!t to them, and that female chicks are more profitable. I want you all to show everyone the video, and check out the disturbing video about it in the description. People need to be aware of what goes on due to the choices they make. Please I urge everyone to eat organic or cage free eggs. =/ It's not as bad as this massacre that's going on.

What is wrong with todays society.



Well I have tons of new videos If you haven't noticed:






You can also watch all these at: http://www.youtube.com/gaygod


Okay so I'm trying to move back to Los Angeles in December when my lease is up.



Only problem is Connor won't be ready to move. I was thinking about staying here for another half year, but I honestly don't think I can. I'm just so bored and this city just isn't me. I'm happy with Connor, but not happy where I live. I think Connor will visit California and start to like it, and middle of next year he can move in with me. If it was meant to be, he'd come be with me. I can't see myself living here anymore. I barely know anyone, and the people I know are always busy. Other than Connor coming here for the weekend, I'm usually very lonely. I feel as if a part of me has died, and I'm just living for one thing. If love is all we need, then why do I want more. Why can't I just be happy and move to nowheresville to be even closer to Connor? Honestly I moved to Minneapolis cause I don't like living far from city life. Connor lives half an hour away, where there's lakes, houses, forest and that's about it. I could see myself living in a suburban house like Desperate Housewives Wisteria Lane, but then I'd have a group of friends around me. Here I have older people who look at me weird cause I'm 5yrs younger than the 2nd youngest person here. She's cute though, she's 26 and from Chicago. She moved here for work I think... Anyway... I just wanted to share how I feel about my life right now, and am hoping I move to Los Angeles. I love you all, and wish you were all here to cheer me up sometimes. Not sure why my blogs don't get any comments anymore, but if you can, please do. Thank you for reading this.

xoxo Matthew