The hardest part of breaking up...

...is getting back your stuff. lol I added the song to my Myspace. idk If I'll ever get to see my new gps, my Versace sunglasses, or my old iPhone ever again.

Oh well, moving on!!! California in three weeks!!! But is it happening!?!? Seems like everything right now is going oh so wrong. Cards just aren't being put into place. But hopefully everything will come together. I have faith that my friends will help me, and things will run somewhat smoothly. ::crosses fingers::



I dyed my hair. It's like light brown / dark blond. Have to start transitioning to lighter ;) So it can be kinda like this next year:



NO H8, LOVE IS GONNA SAVE US necklaces and YOU SMOKING IS GIVING US BOTH CANCER shirts are back on sale. I had a bunch of complaints when they sold out, so grab it now before it does again. With the move and all idk if I can restock after they go out...lol. Just being honest O_O head over to http://matthewlush.bigcartel.com to get some now!

Umm so I need to start blogging more, Yeliz you need to nag me about it. IDC if I'm not in the mood, motivate me to move foward. That's what friends are for! We cannot simply dwell on the past.

I have a new song called "Last Forever" which was suppose to be out by now, but I keep trying to record it over and over to sound better. Once it's edited it'll be at http://www.myspace.com/matthewlush ...add it if you haven't already! It's a demo and edited by me, but it's better than nothing right? As long as I let my emotions go and have fun with it, that's all that matters to me.

Hope you have a good one!

xoxo Matthew

Wow it's been awhile

Sorry for not posting so much, this month has been so random and crazy. I'm still figuring out where I'm going to be in a couple months.... Plus me and Connors one year was this month... I took a manila envelope and wrote in old fashion writing that we made it a year, and here's to another year! I also added that the letter in the bag will explain all the presents in full details. I burnt the edges of the manila envelope and rolled it up like a scroll. I then put a bow on it and stuck it in a empty bottle:



So there was about a dozen different random presents in the bag, and most were silly but I knew they would make him smile. I put a fire-starter to symbolize us going camping soon. I also added sun bathing lotion to symbolize going to Los Angeles together =] I found this really cute light house statue thing that reminded me of the one at Montauk Point on Long Island I've never been to that I want to go with Connor when we visit my family for the holidays<3 I added a oven mit in hopes of learning to cook together. Connor doesn't really know how to cook, so I hope to teach him the few things I know. Hmm lets see, what else was there... OH a giant foam hammer to "hammer out our problems" and a puzzle to "work together to reach a common goal." Some Tylenol for all the headaches we're going to cause each other, and a grab bag to show that life is full of surprises. There was a couple other things, but I can't remember much right now. The most fond memory of the day is not what I gave Connor, but what I received in return. I will not mention it cause it breaks my heart. So lets just say it was a day to remember.

The reason it's in the bathtub is cause Connor always goes and looks at himself in the bathroom when he first gets here... Why? I have no clue. lol

In case you missed my first show, my Stickam is officially going RETRO with my old days and times. So it's Mondays and Thursdays at 5PM PST.



I give out signs and take calls on my saynow etc etc.

But the chat is open 24/7 at:
http://www.stickam.com/gaygod

My two new necklaces are available at:
http://matthewlush.bigcartel.com




I also redesigned my whole Myspace layout, and now it's all trippy and I love it!

Me and Connor are modeling my two new tees here:



The links to buy them are:

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Lush-Limits-TShirt-206535.jsp

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Matthew-Lush-Heart-VNeck-TShirt-206525.jsp

oh would you look at that, small is sold out for LOVE SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY LIMITS!

Looks like if you didn't get it in time, they're gone. Sorry <3

everything's limited edition =P

woot woot

have a great day!!!

YOUTUBE UPGRADE

I upgraded my YouTube with a whole new look, and it's CUTE. Or at least I like it, what do you think? http://www.youtube.com/gaygod

Also new video about SEX:



Oh and I keep getting asked when I'm going to add back stock of necklaces? I thought I made it clear they're all leavingggggg us! I'm going to come out with two new necklace pre-orders this week featuring the NOH8 necklace. I'll keep you all updated!!! Oh and if you didn't grab a LOVE hoodie they're SOLD OUT FOREVER. Jk I kept number 1 and 69 which is an xs and small. I will be auctioning them on ebay in a month or two. Once the LOVE tee's sell out they will also NOT be coming back. Please stop sending me emails about when I'm getting your size =[ I'm sorry but they're limited edition. (Even marked 1 of 150, 2 of 150, etc etc) so get the last sizes before they're gone at: http://matthewlush.bigcartel.com

Omg so I'm downloading half the music Dhani posts at: http://dhanilicious.blogspot.com/

It's my new favorite blog. And I love him cause I'm now obsessed with Ke$ha <3




She's hot! If only I was straight. lol. My boyfriend won't love this blog >_>

But if you want to hear more of her, check her out on Myspace:
http://profile.myspace.com/keshaishot

Me and Connor need to take a ton more pictures.

So stay tuned for some pictures of the two of usssssss!

I need to go get my coffee on and shake my b00ty to ke$ha

so byeeeeeeeeeeee