Wow it's been awhile

Sorry for not posting so much, this month has been so random and crazy. I'm still figuring out where I'm going to be in a couple months.... Plus me and Connors one year was this month... I took a manila envelope and wrote in old fashion writing that we made it a year, and here's to another year! I also added that the letter in the bag will explain all the presents in full details. I burnt the edges of the manila envelope and rolled it up like a scroll. I then put a bow on it and stuck it in a empty bottle:



So there was about a dozen different random presents in the bag, and most were silly but I knew they would make him smile. I put a fire-starter to symbolize us going camping soon. I also added sun bathing lotion to symbolize going to Los Angeles together =] I found this really cute light house statue thing that reminded me of the one at Montauk Point on Long Island I've never been to that I want to go with Connor when we visit my family for the holidays<3 I added a oven mit in hopes of learning to cook together. Connor doesn't really know how to cook, so I hope to teach him the few things I know. Hmm lets see, what else was there... OH a giant foam hammer to "hammer out our problems" and a puzzle to "work together to reach a common goal." Some Tylenol for all the headaches we're going to cause each other, and a grab bag to show that life is full of surprises. There was a couple other things, but I can't remember much right now. The most fond memory of the day is not what I gave Connor, but what I received in return. I will not mention it cause it breaks my heart. So lets just say it was a day to remember.

The reason it's in the bathtub is cause Connor always goes and looks at himself in the bathroom when he first gets here... Why? I have no clue. lol

In case you missed my first show, my Stickam is officially going RETRO with my old days and times. So it's Mondays and Thursdays at 5PM PST.



I give out signs and take calls on my saynow etc etc.

But the chat is open 24/7 at:
http://www.stickam.com/gaygod

My two new necklaces are available at:
http://matthewlush.bigcartel.com




I also redesigned my whole Myspace layout, and now it's all trippy and I love it!

Me and Connor are modeling my two new tees here:



The links to buy them are:

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Lush-Limits-TShirt-206535.jsp

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Matthew-Lush-Heart-VNeck-TShirt-206525.jsp

oh would you look at that, small is sold out for LOVE SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY LIMITS!

Looks like if you didn't get it in time, they're gone. Sorry <3

everything's limited edition =P

woot woot

have a great day!!!

No talent just lucky but they stilllll wanna f*ck meeEEH!

So today is mine and Connors 11 month anniversary!!!



Congrats to us!!! The other day me and Yeliz were on a hunt at 4am for flowers (we're bad kids I know) But there's so many wild flowers growing everywhere... I don't think they'd mind =D Plus it was for a good cause... LOVE! I wrote a note explaining that there was a surprise somewhere and hid the flowers in the shower with a note =]




He actually loved it and it made him happy. I love when he's like that!!!

So if you didn't know Yeliz was spending a whole week with me! She took a bus from Montana to Minneapolis (which took 24hrs each way) just to see me <3 We had a Harry Potter Marathon, as well as making butter beer, and also tried to watch a movie in the park. We went to the art museum too and watched sooooooooooo many movies. Way over a dozen. Cause we're crazy! Even watched a lesbian movie for YELEZBIAN FRIDAY!!!



We went to the Jeffree Star concert to show our support and I did someones makeup for the first time. I dolled Yeliz up with Dereks MAC makeup. It started with purple, then silver, then black, then blue, then green. The end outcome was purple with green with some white over it to make it more of a light color. Idk it wasn't a complete epic fail =]





New Hot Topic tee's are coming exclusively online at HotTopic.com!!!

These are more limited than the Matthew Lush Loves Me, so will probably sell out faster! The womans v-neck is a complete test run cause I've never sold a womans fit tee or a v-neck (usually it's unisex) So lets cross our fingers! If these go well I can release a hoodie this winter =] YEAYAAAAA





I also have quite a few new YouTube videos, and will be making tons more! I want to do two every week =] That's my goal!





CLICK the image to watch them, and please comment rate and subscribe if possible <3

You all are my motivation behind these videos! So tell me what you want to see!!!

I just called and woke up Connor and wished him a happy anniversary and he's still sleeping.

I guess I'm going to end this blog, but don't forget I love you all!

xoxo Matthew

Money. Love. Takeover.

Not to bombard you with a bjillion pussy pics, but my cat is so cute! I'm so excited to get it when I go to New York at the end of this month =D!!!

LONG ISLAND REPRESENT. lol jk /overit




As I write this I'm listening to:


It's so weird O_O Adam Corley had it on his blog and I was like oh snap. =P

I asked people to call me at (323)271-0151 with what color they think my hair should be. The blue is fading and I want something new. I think I have an idea but idk if it'll turn out the way I plan =o

oh and I was taken over at 1100ad.com! He took everything from me and I had to start over!!! Me, Jaymi, Yeliz and Rachel have been playing it in our free time to bond together <3

I love bonding, and in case you didn't know, I LOVE RACHEL. =]

I made this the other day if you didnt catch my tweet:



I was bored and experimenting with photoshop. I use to do it in my free time a long time ago as a hobby... just mess around with brushes and fonts and make stupid little things. Idk maybe I'm just weird!

I miss Los Angeles and my real friends more than ever =[

This place is so ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh and I found out Bugatti Veyron's are $1,700,000!!! I've seen so many in LA, If I knew they were worth that much I would of stalked them and cozied up to a sugar daddy like my mom expects of me. lol but I chose the poor path and found true love.



But if you buy me one, I'm all yours. You can do whatever you want to me...

oh god I hope Connors not reading this, but I'm sure he feels the same LOL

Who says money can't buy love? lol joskeeding. I think. idk. moving on.

Random fact: did you know Gisele Bundchen, worlds higest paid model has an identical twin?



Plus she makes over 20 million more a year than ANY other super model.

Now thats hot.

xoxo Matthew

Baking up love.

Connor loves cupcakes/cake so I made some cupcakes and some special ones for him.

Including a star cupcake that is suppose to say "<3 U"
(aka LOVE YOU)



and a mini cake showing that I love him so =D



mmm yummy yummy veganess. I just had to show you all them!

oh and If you haven't seen my tweets (@MatthewLush) my mom came home from her vacation and kicked Corey out of the house. There was used Condoms everywhere, blood on the walls, thousands of dollars of things broken, stolen or knocked over. There was also sticky floors from alcohol, bottles of beer everywhere and the pretty wood floors all scratched up from what looks like people scraping broken bottles into them.

My little brother taught my nephew to say ""leave me alone cunt go f*ck somebody"... so my nephew said it to my sister and boy did he get it. My nephew also tried to kill a bug and said "mother f*cker wont die." My family is pissed at Corey. He needs to grow up, he's 18! I was kicked out of the house right after I turned 17 and graduated early. My mom didn't support me being gay at the time. She just didn't understand anything. As time went on she's learned to love me for who I am. It helped me grow up fast, and become more independant then the rest of my brothers and sister.

Anyway I'll keep you updated on anything that happens, but I hope wherever you are Corey that you're safe and know how upset you made mommy.

xoxo Matthew

Happy 10 month anniversary me and Connor!

Come on seriously, who wouldn't want to be with this:



I can't believe all the rumors going around saying we broke up o_o It's like drama that comes out of thin air! I'm here to tell you that we've been together for 10 months now, and have had our ups and downs. But as of right now we are both happy and in love! We haven't fought about anything in awhile. Fighting sometimes brings lovers closer, cause they come to a conclusion to a problem, and realize that they don't know what they'd do without the other person! Now I'm going to write something to make Connor smile:


Dear Connor,

Hey babe! Looks like we made it 10 months and are heading for eternity!!! You make me so very happy and have given me something to wake up to. The simple thought that you are mine fills my heart with joy and makes my blood pump faster <3 Your smile creates everlasting happiness in a boy once lost and confused. Without you I'd fall to pieces and crumble. I love when you snuggle up next to me while we're watching movies, or get that adorable serious face when you're trying to concentrate on a game. I just want to hold you (even though your body does radiate a bjillion degrees) for hours and never let you go. I can't wait till you meet my mom and family in New York. She's going to love you! She knows how much I care about you and how crazy I must of been to move here to be with you. We're all going a little crazy, but I can honestly say it was completely worth it cause now I have you.

If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you

xoxo your Matthew






I also want to thank Rachel for putting me on her cake:


and Matthew Lush underwear is $15 today instead of $25 at matthewlush.bigcartel.com

and everything from MatthewLush.com is on sale and selling quick! Limited time offer to get YOU SMOKING IS GIVING US BOTH CANCER tee in any color of your choice!

Have a great one everyone.

Love you Connor!!!!


PS- SCISSOR AWAY!

Seriously

Need to get my life on track and post daily. I've been working on writing down 100 of my top goals I want to achieve in life, but it's kinda hard with Connor being here this weekend.

Seems like me and him have been having a movie marathon! 2 movies a night! These are ones we've watched yesterday and today:







Yes Man was pretty good. It had a good point but got a little weird at times. (I personally wouldn't say yes to a granny giving me...) MOVING ON. Taken was pretty suspenseful. I love suspense movies. It drives me crazy to figure out wth is going on and whats about to happen! The Wizard of Oz is one of Connors favorites, and so is Who Framed Roger Rabbit. So we obviously had to see both. If I ever fall in love with a girl I want her to look like Jessica Rabbit:



lol Connors going to b!tch and complain about me posting that. But check out that hour glass figure O_O Lucky rabbit!

I need to rebleach my hair then dye it blue again =[ I hate my roots =X

The color did last though...its just those damn roots!

Both post offices were closed today =[ which is sad cause I walked in the pouring rain to both of them! ITS SUPPOSE TO CLOSE AT 3PM! IT WAS ONLY 1PM!!! Oh well enough of me complaining. I need to call people who bought tomorrow. Boy how I miss just talking to everyone one on one.

My birthday looks like a complete disaster, but whatever. Times are rough and life goes on. Plus I might have to wait till August to get my kitten cause I have no money to go to New York. I guess it's okay cause my moms birthday is in August =/ But it's going to be so hot and humid on Long Island. Ever walk in a bathroom when someone is taking a long hot shower? Thats how it feels to me when I go to Long Island in the summer. Could be cause my mom doesn't have air conditioning, and it's kinda sad. I wish I had money to take care of her and not have to worry about it being so hot. Seriously I remember us (my bros,sister and me) all as little kids with this old bulky air conditioner she would only put on if it was over 90 at night. We would all huddle up in her room and sleep with the door closed and a towel under it so the cool air didn't escape. (couldn't afford to run it all night!) and going to holtsville pool as a treat every other week. Awe good times =]

Since I'm reminiscing I thought I'd show you some pics of my past :)

Me and mommy:


I remember how bad I wanted that Tommy Hilfiger shirt from Burlington Coat Factory LOL

My little brother and me with the bear:


One time I thought it'd be cool to try firecrotch:


love it or hate it? =P

I was so gay:


And I got this necklace at Coney Island from some dude on the street selling stuff O_O



=] savor life, it goes fast! Plus childhood is so less stressful =X

Gotta Get The Girl

mmm was listening to Dreamstreet while driving back from picking up Tiff in Iowa




btw, This is how every gay man should drive a car:



Me and Tiff played Gaia today, and Connor got all mad that we're not out and doing stuff. But we did get pizza <3 mmm. We have the next couple days to go site seeing. We're picking up Jaymi and Yeliz tomorrow. Tiff got me a present, but I'm not allowed to talk about it just incase Connors lurking O_O oh great now hes gonna ask me about it. CALM DOWN BABY. Stop getting worked up =P He's so protective of me it seems =X I love you Connor.

Oh and one of these might be my pussy! My older brothers cat was a hoe when he was in Iraq and just had babies two days ago. Aren't they cute!?! Look just like the mother!



I need some pussy in my life.

LOL

oh god

ending this.

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU