Well hello there!

So last night while watching the New Moon red carpet premiere on Myspace, I missed the Jay Leno interview with him >_< but it's whatevs cause I saw him and his adorable voice talk =D



Yea single life is getting better and better by the second! I can finally just live in a fantasy world for a little bit and not have to worry about relationship drama.

But theres still one drama...MOVING! OMG like seriously I move in like 12 days and I'm so not going to be able to go to California. I simply cannot get all my stuff there >_> It's too pricey, and because of the economy there's no money to borrow from anyone. I seriously need a sugar daddy! LOL I just thought of my friend Wade...idk why. Most of you know him from the Stickam chatroom. Which has been going well since I get to add them to my bulletins and websites and it creates a ton of lurkers!

Check this out!!!



YEAYA b!tches back on top!

Most viewed yesterday...this week...this month...all thanks to you!

I'm making a new video with Derek tomorrow hopefully since he has the day off. New YouTube video is long overdue. I was banging them out back to back that one month, now I've been so stressed over everything that's happening.

Plus I talked to my friend Joe Brooks, as well as others, and we agreed to not release my Last Forever song. It's just not good. I producted it myself... my friend made the beats... and well it's just so rough. When I move back to Cali I will be working non stop and saving up some money to get a good producer to do songs I know you'll love! Either that or find a financial backing or someone to loan me. (Yet again being held back by money. It really does make the world go round!)Sorry again for delays in music. I promise you the produced songs will make you want to get up and dance!!! Plus, who wants to hear a lousy breakup song anyway!?! hahaha.

I can't wait till I'm back in California getting a tan and bleaching my hair to blond. It's been so long, and I'm just soooooooooo excited!!! I hope everything works out!!! Thank you everyone for all your support!

xoxo Matthew

Wow it's been awhile

Sorry for not posting so much, this month has been so random and crazy. I'm still figuring out where I'm going to be in a couple months.... Plus me and Connors one year was this month... I took a manila envelope and wrote in old fashion writing that we made it a year, and here's to another year! I also added that the letter in the bag will explain all the presents in full details. I burnt the edges of the manila envelope and rolled it up like a scroll. I then put a bow on it and stuck it in a empty bottle:



So there was about a dozen different random presents in the bag, and most were silly but I knew they would make him smile. I put a fire-starter to symbolize us going camping soon. I also added sun bathing lotion to symbolize going to Los Angeles together =] I found this really cute light house statue thing that reminded me of the one at Montauk Point on Long Island I've never been to that I want to go with Connor when we visit my family for the holidays<3 I added a oven mit in hopes of learning to cook together. Connor doesn't really know how to cook, so I hope to teach him the few things I know. Hmm lets see, what else was there... OH a giant foam hammer to "hammer out our problems" and a puzzle to "work together to reach a common goal." Some Tylenol for all the headaches we're going to cause each other, and a grab bag to show that life is full of surprises. There was a couple other things, but I can't remember much right now. The most fond memory of the day is not what I gave Connor, but what I received in return. I will not mention it cause it breaks my heart. So lets just say it was a day to remember.

The reason it's in the bathtub is cause Connor always goes and looks at himself in the bathroom when he first gets here... Why? I have no clue. lol

In case you missed my first show, my Stickam is officially going RETRO with my old days and times. So it's Mondays and Thursdays at 5PM PST.



I give out signs and take calls on my saynow etc etc.

But the chat is open 24/7 at:
http://www.stickam.com/gaygod

My two new necklaces are available at:
http://matthewlush.bigcartel.com




I also redesigned my whole Myspace layout, and now it's all trippy and I love it!

Me and Connor are modeling my two new tees here:



The links to buy them are:

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Lush-Limits-TShirt-206535.jsp

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/Matthew-Lush-Heart-VNeck-TShirt-206525.jsp

oh would you look at that, small is sold out for LOVE SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY LIMITS!

Looks like if you didn't get it in time, they're gone. Sorry <3

everything's limited edition =P

woot woot

have a great day!!!