More family support!

My older brother Steven got my tee from Hot Topic! So did my mom, but she didn't take a picture yet o_o But I completely understand cause she has much worse things to worry about right now.

So me and Tara are working on new songs for our band Starlight Starbright. I'm very excited about this because when you add the both of us together we get a little crazy. So if we ever go on tour, expect some crazyness and a hell of a good time! Maybe our next songs will take off and we can go on tour. You never know. It could happen.



Oh and since my crazy hair dyeing experience, trust me...it's not over. I honestly just dont like my hair color right now and want to change it. Can anyone guess what it'll be next!?

There's like a week left to my birthday (July 1). If you want to send me a card, my address is on my myspace! And I also have an Amazon wishlist at MatthewLush.com/wishlist

Honestly every couple days that go by I get a new gift from Rachel off my wishlist. I feel like this whole month is my birthday! I'm writing letters to everyone who sends me a gift off Amazon, so her letters going to be pages and pages long. About a dozen sounds about right ;) I keep holding it off cause she keeps spoiling me o_o

I honestly envy whoever she falls in love with. People like her just love to give, and one day I hope to return the favor somehow.

I'm getting more into activism again, and joined the NO H8 campaign:



iSupport is going to get active and help boost NO H8 Campaigns internet presence.

Stay tuned cause it's time to GET ACTIVE!!!!!!

My **** pierced and my pussy!

I made a new YouTube video about getting my **** pierced:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ss5WRR0T6HM

Incase you didn't figure it out, it stands for back. hehe.

I want all of you to tell your friends to add me so we can reach our goal =D w00t w00t! Just take a few seconds and post a bulletin. Piece of cake. Kinda like the vegan rainbow cake I had a couple weeks ago!

I just got word about my pussy! It's a couple weeks old now! My older brother said I should be able to get it before my birthday!!! I'm so excited about my 21st birthday! I added a whole bunch of cat stuff to my amazon wishlist: MatthewLush.com/wishlist and I hope someone gets me some, cause I'm not sure I could even afford all this stuff right now. Plus I'd rather starve then have my cat starve!!! I will be mailing everyone who sends me a gift back! Hand written unique letters =D so be sure you leave a note with a reply address! (especially if you buy off Amazon, most the time It doesnt tell me where it came from) O_O but if you buy something off my wishlist, it gets taken off the wishlist, so you don't have to worry about buying the same thing someone did. There is a lot of the same things though, like I tried adding Bath & Body Works gift card and there wasnt any, so I went crazy on the orange ginger stuff. Seriously I love aromatherapy that works! That smell drives me wild.

Speaking of smells, my new studio apartment (that looks like a depressing hospital with white...everything) was discounted because of the awful smoker that use to live here! I've tried all my sprays and stuff, and it still smells like tobacco! It's like its caked on! Wait I should add something to my wishlist designed for it. Yay! I found something to get rid of the tobacco, then the pet odor my cat might bring O_O I kinda wanna add one of these starter packs for my cat to see what it likes. Why can't all stores have Amazon! grrr!!! My apartment smells like my grandma, and it's depressing. I miss her. Having an emo moment right now, so bare with me =/ And the new flower I got is dead =[ WHY IS IT SO HARD TO KEEP PLANTS LIVING INSIDE APARTMENTS! I SWEAR IF SOMEONE GETS ME THE AEROGARDEN AND THOSE FLOWERS DIE I WILL LOSE IT. Plus I hate fake flowers. Theres just something about real flowers that make me smile. I'm more likely to go back to a restaurant that has fresh cut flowers on the table then one that doesn't. Idk why but thats why I love Pizza Luce! I could so go for some pizza right now.

Oh btw I'm drugged off coffee right now, thanks to Stin and his care package!



I think he 'gets me' more than most of you reading this. He knows the few things that make me so happy. The main thing is being Coffee! Boy does he know how to hook a brother up! He gets me the best coffee I've ever had, and I can't wait to try the French Blend he sent! Rock and Roll blend is my new favorite, cause it contains like three times as much caffeine <3 and I'm always running out of sweetener, so he's always helping me refill my stash =D And I got CANDYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! yummy yummy organic chocolate! Such a treat / getaway from everyday life. And gotta brush my teeth so I don't get cavities! How'd he know my toothbrush was worn out =X I needed a new one like last month, haha. And I always forget to get supplements. Since I'm not eating well due to me having no money from this sh!thole economy, I need to make sure I'm still living. Especially in an apartment like this where I feel unwelcomed and dead. It's like I'm in a huge white tomb. An old tomb that use to have a body of a smoker O_O woooo graphic. It's the worst on hot days when I come into my apartment and its like warm smokey air. idfk. whatever I guess. Life goes onnnnnn.

I need to re-record my new song. The EP is coming together nicely. (Hard To Take will NOT be on it) But you will love the songs I'm coming out with. Not to mention the cover song I'm going to do! It's going to be epic!

Can you guess which song it is!?


PS- MOVING DELAYED SOME SHIPMENTS, SO PLEASE ALLOW A LITTLE EXTRA TIME ON YOUR ORDERS. THANKS SO MUCH FOR UNDERSTANDING!

New music myspace layout.

Just posted my new music myspace layout to Myspace.com/MatthewLush

Boy is it FIERCE. lol. I also added my modelmayhem and gaiaonline to my sites on my regular page. If you're reading this add my music myspace. k thx.

I so need to gtfo gaia. I'm addicted. Gold is like crack. I swear I see gnomes in my sleep. This is worse than when I use to sleepwalk and drink chocolate silk and wake up while chugging it. Awkward. I haven't gotten it in awhile, so I haven't been sleep walking. It does something to me...hm. I'm driving 3287435 miles tomorrow to pick up Tiff, then driving back with her, then picking up Jaymi and Yeliz from the airport the following morning. This is going to be intense. We're gonna go live a lot, and have a blast!

I keep listening to this Susan Boyle lady from Britains got talent. She does something to me. Kinda like the chocolate milk... but I'm hoping I don't try and drink her O_o oh jebus thats sick. SICK THOUGHTS SICK THOUGHTS. Lets talk about rainbows and unicorns. But I'm playing her song...DAMN IT. Okay lesbian tatu song. ROFL I CANT WRITE A BLOG AND LISTEN TO THIS. Ok Lily Allens nice.

Preorders are only $15 for I LUSH YOU and YOU SMOKING IS GIVING US BOTH CANCER tees at matthewlush.bigcartel.com

I advertise a lot o_o but ngl I might not be going to Bamboozle NJ if I can't buy plane tickets. I should of got them months ago. Bad money planning I guess. DAMN THIS ECONOMY. I need to shave my whole body. I've been lazy. I'll be silky smooth soon! So I can touch myself =D Whats that one song about "I touch myself" they need to come out with a newer better version of it. The old one is played out more than Fred. No comment. Speaking of which, new video ideas? It's gotta happen soon!

Love you all!