This is so NOT homo.

Leighton Meester of Gossip Girl replied back to my Twitter. I'm starting to develop some sort of crush for her, and it's really messing with my head. Not to meantion how pissed Connors getting that I'm playfully flirting with someone who is not him. Jeez can't a guy have a little fun. I would never cheat =] Plus someone like Leighton would never date someone like it. It's just not in the cards.

I'm sick of being broke and in debt. I'm sick of this economy. I hate that I have to move into a studio with white everything, and feel like I'm stuck in a oversized white closet. I need more fun and adventure in my life. I should of rented a small ghetto house in the middle of nowhere and surrounded it with flowers. That would of made me happy. I think I have a new obsession with flowers. They have so much meaning, and really brighten just about anyones day. Having fresh cut flowers in my apt will not only take away from the bland apt theme, but make it feel more like a home you'd want to come home to. But flower prices are ridiculous, thats why I need a house with a flower garden. LOL. No wonder my mom uses fake flowers from Walmart!

I want to spoil someone with flowers, whether its Connor or Leighton or Marilyn Manson, all would be pretty fun! Maybe I'll search Amazon and add a kit to my wishlist. My 21st birthday is coming up July 1st, and I guess it's the most important one of my life. Even though I won't be drinking I want to have it sponsored by a club in Seattle or something and just have a ball! Stin already got me an early bday present off my wishlist. My favorite coffee maker grind and brewed within seconds and it broke a month ago. Then my espresso maker broke too. And I seriously live off coffee. Unless you want to see me all emo, I'd suggest pumping me full of coffee. But I should be getting the coffee maker anyday, and I can't wait to start pumping the coffee through my veins! That french press is really starting to drive me loco. Not that I'm not already...but still.

My Hot Topic shirt will come out the 2nd week of May at HotTopic.com and only SELECT stores to start. If a lot of people from your region don't buy, it will not be released in the stores in the future. I will also be commenting every single person who defaults them wearing a pic of the shirt. So if you comment me 6 times one day, you will be receiving 6 replys back. I will be doing this everyday up until my birthday on July 1st! So basically a month and a half.

Oh and FML tee's are actually not on pre-order. They made them already, which means I will be releasing them later today. Connors actually on his way here to drop them off to me. I'll go live and show everyone what they look like. They're only 17 bucks, so go be the first to get one!

Love you all! See you later!

Don't forget to add and subscribe to my Blogtv! I'm trying to be #1. Last time I asked for your help I lost =[ Actually twice. Maybe people just don't love me anymore. Well I still love you all. Have a great day!